Hmm...

I hope you realize I did what I did for a reason and you see why what happened had to happen. You may never understand why I said the things I said, but I hope you can look into a deeper meaning and see that if it didn't come to fruition the whole existence of it would've self destructed. I'm sorry for being extremely vague but it's difficult being transparent when you lose sight of yourself sometimes.

Maybe you'll see there's a reason behind everything and I wasn't lying to you.